It’s been awhile since my last post. Life is picking up for us here in Oklahoma. I am happy for this development.
This last week was filled with dinners with my sister and brother-in-law and also long hours at the hospital. My mom has not been feeling well as of late. I am so thankful to be living close to home in order to take care of her and my family.
Honestly it also means my stress level approaches an orangy-red zone. It always pains me when family members are ill. On top of all of this I have been on several job interviews. I am having no luck on the job hunt. And the more I am questioned about my hopes for the future and goals for the next 5 or 10 years, the more all I see is a blank.
I’m fairly free-spirited. I don’t like to lock myself down into any location, job, or future. Truth be told, it excites me when I don’t know what’s ahead. What makes me fearful is realizing I don’t know what I really want to accomplish in my life? I feel that the answer is not that I don’t want to accomplish any certain thing, but rather, I want to experience and accomplish EVERYTHING!
I want to travel. I want to work in all types of jobs. I want to live somewhere that knows how to handle snow. I want live in a summer paradise. I want to own a business. I want to be challenged. I want to be a mom. I want to be a photographer. I want to win something. I want to learn another language. I want to build a dome home. I want to grow my own veggie garden. I want to make Drew successful. I want to pay off my student loans. I want to be productive. I want to live overseas. I want to take vacations.
Where do you see yourself in a year? 5 years? or even 10 years from now?